she is frozenshe is frozenshe is frozen by solarbaby
she is trapped inside of yesterday
all the debts she knows she cannot pay
won't wash away
she has chosen
she is blinded by the things she sees
when she looks inside her memory
suffering and too much ecstasy
to let it be
with the silence stretching long and thin
with our senses now aware of all the rain,
of the taste of copper and the pain
she used to kiss like an angel
holding on to me like she would die without me
like i would disappear like a ghost
if she didn't wrap herself around me
and let me be inside
and be her bride
in a bedroom
with walls so white they were from jesus
sent down to be my everything so jesus
why in hell would you let all of this go wrong
and carry on?
everything i knew and loved and felt and breathed was somewhere in her
can you ever understand that this is all i know?
i don't care if this is too much, waking up at 2am and screaming
"Oh my God, will you just take it all away?"
i should not have gotten up today.
i should not h